something like that

i'm trying to improve my english skill.it is much worse than in the past.but dont worry everything will be ok.
being in the most difficult time ever.everything seem to be bad with me n my fam.tight budget,run out of money.my mother told me"everyone has their own financial probs,but dont let it make you upset.calm down and keep yourself comfortable.step n step get over it.do your best n everything will be ok" i know she has more prob than me,but she is still encouraging me,so there is no reason for me to give up.just go straight ahead
ahhhhh i'm so lazy. in theory,i should be studying,but in fact,i'm typing st  i dont know exactly lol.just wanna write st.i have no idea what i'm thinking.i must try my best to study,to get gud mark n scholarship.but i'm tired,really tired.i'm weak,i'm sensitive.it is true whether i accept or not.trying to listening some english with a toeic cd.it is ok if i study at home with my lap and headphone.but in the class with the radio,it is different.i can hear nothing lol.my speaking is so-called ok,i think so.ok dont care to much.it is soon ok after a short time.but the final exam is cominggggggggg ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so terrible a headache.very difficult subject n i know nothing.i have put much pressure on myself recently n now i really tired.i dont know how i will pass the exam,but by any way i'll pass,bcuz of having no choice
now that really tired.ok let's jot down some of the business term just crossing my mind:)






joint venture
venture capitalist
bidder
merger
premises
entrepreuner
location
promote
lean production(just in time delivery)
mass production
remuneration
human resource department
research n development department
return on investment
payback period
risk
negotiation
sale representative
sale pitch
target market
market share
market leader
parent company
head office
headquarter
accountant
staff
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add on later..
oh so surprisingly realize that I'm so different from myself on the past:((